an5.205:1.1
“Pañcime, bhikkhave, cetokhilā.
“Para bhikkhu, ada lima jenis kekerasan hati.
“Mendicants, there are these five kinds of hard-heartedness.
BAGIAN 1
an5.205:1.2
Katame pañca?
Apakah lima itu?
What five?
an5.205:1.3
Idha, bhikkhave, bhikkhu satthari kaṅkhati vicikicchati nādhimuccati na sampasīdati.
Di sini, para bhikkhu, seorang bhikkhu ragu-ragu terhadap Sang Guru, bimbang, tidak yakin, dan tidak berkeyakinan.
Firstly, a mendicant has doubts about the Teacher. They’re uncertain, undecided, and lacking confidence.
an5.205:1.4
Yo so, bhikkhave, bhikkhu satthari kaṅkhati vicikicchati nādhimuccati na sampasīdati, tassa cittaṁ na namati ātappāya anuyogāya sātaccāya padhānāya.
Ketika seorang bhikkhu ragu-ragu terhadap Sang Guru, bimbang, tidak yakin, dan tidak berkeyakinan, pikirannya tidak condong pada semangat, komitmen, ketekunan, dan usaha.
This being so, their mind doesn’t incline toward keenness, commitment, persistence, and striving.
an5.205:1.5
Yassa cittaṁ na namati ātappāya anuyogāya sātaccāya padhānāya, ayaṁ paṭhamo cetokhilo.
Ini adalah kekerasan hati yang pertama.
This is the first kind of hard-heartedness.